It's hard to think, right now...
It's getting a bit late, but I was excited today! I got to vote for the first time! Not that I was thrilled, it was just something I'd never done before. I seem to rarely get to do that anymore.
I've started the 168 hour countdown to Halo 2. Actually, I'm at ~144 hours left. I should set up a little timer thing, so I can watch the time go by when I have nothing to do. Oddly enough, that seems to make the time go faster, for me anyways... Next week is certainly turning into Halo 2 week; TJ is going to try and drag me to a Halo 2 party Friday night, I'm going to try to set something up for all day on Saturday. This is going to be nuts! I wouldn't be surprised if I showed up to work the next Monday wearing the Master Chief's Mjölnir Mk VI armor. Haha! "Betcha can't stick it!" "You're on!" (^_^)
Heh, I still haven't called Shenara back... I should probably get around to doing that. Not because I think I still have a chance, but because I told her I would. Meh, I'm tired of trying at "the game" anyways... I've lost every time I've picked up the ball and tried to run with it. I wonder if anyone has ever tried to get me? I would feel bad, because I've never noticed it, if they have. That aside, I feel like I missed an opportunity, now. Someone I had interest in moved away, some time ago, and I never seized the opportunity to ask her out on a date. That's one of my few fears in life; regret. I can't stand the idea that some day I'll look back on something and say to myself, "You idiot, you should/shouldn't have done that!" That's why I try and live everyday without regret. When I say I'm sorry to someone, I'm not regretting anything, though. I'm telling them I'm sorry that my actions/words affected them so detrimentally. If I really regretted something, I wouldn't say I'm sorry, I'd say I regret that I did that. Take, for instance, my entire relationship with Annie. I'm not sorry for the things I did, I don't regret the things I did. I regret that I wasted my time doing what I did. I regret that it didn't work out between her and I, I feel I would've, at the very least, been a better influence on her than her current boyfriend.
"Off to bed will I go, for tonight, I dream dreams of what is to come. For I am he who commands time to reveal its secrets."
I've started the 168 hour countdown to Halo 2. Actually, I'm at ~144 hours left. I should set up a little timer thing, so I can watch the time go by when I have nothing to do. Oddly enough, that seems to make the time go faster, for me anyways... Next week is certainly turning into Halo 2 week; TJ is going to try and drag me to a Halo 2 party Friday night, I'm going to try to set something up for all day on Saturday. This is going to be nuts! I wouldn't be surprised if I showed up to work the next Monday wearing the Master Chief's Mjölnir Mk VI armor. Haha! "Betcha can't stick it!" "You're on!" (^_^)
Heh, I still haven't called Shenara back... I should probably get around to doing that. Not because I think I still have a chance, but because I told her I would. Meh, I'm tired of trying at "the game" anyways... I've lost every time I've picked up the ball and tried to run with it. I wonder if anyone has ever tried to get me? I would feel bad, because I've never noticed it, if they have. That aside, I feel like I missed an opportunity, now. Someone I had interest in moved away, some time ago, and I never seized the opportunity to ask her out on a date. That's one of my few fears in life; regret. I can't stand the idea that some day I'll look back on something and say to myself, "You idiot, you should/shouldn't have done that!" That's why I try and live everyday without regret. When I say I'm sorry to someone, I'm not regretting anything, though. I'm telling them I'm sorry that my actions/words affected them so detrimentally. If I really regretted something, I wouldn't say I'm sorry, I'd say I regret that I did that. Take, for instance, my entire relationship with Annie. I'm not sorry for the things I did, I don't regret the things I did. I regret that I wasted my time doing what I did. I regret that it didn't work out between her and I, I feel I would've, at the very least, been a better influence on her than her current boyfriend.
"Off to bed will I go, for tonight, I dream dreams of what is to come. For I am he who commands time to reveal its secrets."