Emo time...well...just a little, i suppose.
People who know me know how much I hate the usual 'oh darn im lonely' crap...
Well...here I am...feeling the same way >.< Yeah, feel free to kick me from the server of life.
The sudden realization that the people I live with right now are so freaking close, but so freaking distant. I found myself preferring to hop on a random bus back to Rockport to ask CJ if he wanted to go get a burger, then bother walking over to Ryan's door and knocking. The last time we did something alone, just Ryan and I, was what... September? Unless you count those 15 minutes we had when I baught everyone pizza after my first paycheck... And Don is always either at school, at work, or getting his much needed and deserved rest...
Bah. I have people I hang out with at work, but I just don't know them that well enough to ask if they want to do stuff yet. I did have people around Boston I hung out with in the beginning, but they're all just...I dunno. Busy with thier own lives and thier other friends, I suppose. Closest person I stay in regular contact with right now outside the apartment is Diane, and she lives in Albany, New York and won't be able to drive over for a while.
Guess maybe I should look at bus schedules to New York.
Yeah, I know Ryan and Anna and Don are gunna read this and prolly go 'oi, wtf mate, we invite you everywhere and you never wanna go' But sometimes I'm just not up for a group thing. Especially when it's a group of people I don't even know. Just a one on one burger time, maybe go to Time Crisis and get our name on the board, or go shopping to get food for the house, or ANYthing. Stuff we USED to do.
So yeah... guess I'll go out again. Maybe Mike will be at the arcade and we can talk about WoW or something.
Well...here I am...feeling the same way >.< Yeah, feel free to kick me from the server of life.
The sudden realization that the people I live with right now are so freaking close, but so freaking distant. I found myself preferring to hop on a random bus back to Rockport to ask CJ if he wanted to go get a burger, then bother walking over to Ryan's door and knocking. The last time we did something alone, just Ryan and I, was what... September? Unless you count those 15 minutes we had when I baught everyone pizza after my first paycheck... And Don is always either at school, at work, or getting his much needed and deserved rest...
Bah. I have people I hang out with at work, but I just don't know them that well enough to ask if they want to do stuff yet. I did have people around Boston I hung out with in the beginning, but they're all just...I dunno. Busy with thier own lives and thier other friends, I suppose. Closest person I stay in regular contact with right now outside the apartment is Diane, and she lives in Albany, New York and won't be able to drive over for a while.
Guess maybe I should look at bus schedules to New York.
Yeah, I know Ryan and Anna and Don are gunna read this and prolly go 'oi, wtf mate, we invite you everywhere and you never wanna go' But sometimes I'm just not up for a group thing. Especially when it's a group of people I don't even know. Just a one on one burger time, maybe go to Time Crisis and get our name on the board, or go shopping to get food for the house, or ANYthing. Stuff we USED to do.
So yeah... guess I'll go out again. Maybe Mike will be at the arcade and we can talk about WoW or something.