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I haven't been drunk since I turned 21. Actually, I hadn't been drunk since Spring Break. Well, I'm drunk now. I don't have class until 1, so who cares. Alcohol is one of the best things that has ever happened to my writing. Sober, I think about things far too much and second guess my literary decisions. Just drunk enough to giggle too much gives me the ability to just write, but still keep me lucid enough to think like I normally would. I'm just in a good mood right now and I'll be going to bed soon without stress or worries, and that will make for some good sleep, and I really need it.
I haven't slept well lately. Or at all this entire semester. It's easier to sleep when I have Zach with me, but he can't be here all the time. I seem to sleep better on nights when I don't have to wake up at 7am. I guess its because I'm so tired? Whatever the reason, I hope I can fix it this summer. In August, I went to bed early and woke up with the perfect amount of sleep. Same thing happened the first few days of this semester. I don't know what happen. I didn't intentionally change my sleeping patterns, it just happened. It seems to run in my family.
Next semester I have to go to Wake Tech, mainly because of money. It's okay though, Zach can help me cope with my sister, and I'll be able to work because I'll have access to a car. I'm going to try to be a bar tender. I can remember things fairly easily, and not just remember them, but know them. There's a difference (if you've ever been in a play or acting class, you know what I mean) and I have the ability to take remembering to the next step of knowing. If I reread the one act I did my junior year of high school, I'll be able to say the lines like I had been learning them all semester. So at least I have a skill, right?
I'm just so over school right now. I wanna go home and sleep for a week, and then spend my summer doing a job I enjoy and spending time with my boyfriend, going to Warped Tour and the Incubus concert and watching him parkour. I plan to film him parkour and edit the videos for him because I'm fairly good at that and I won't pick silly music (<3).
Kate sent me shot glasses and earrings for my birthday. I'm going to get her something as soon as I have money. That means it probably won't happen until may because daddy got laid off and I'm trying not to ask for money unless I really need it. She sent me some Hello Kitty earrings and Zach pretty much decided one is his, so he now has a tiny cat head on his ear lobe. I think that brought Kate more satisfaction than me liking the earrings, haha.
Well, I'm starting to sober up a bit, so let me end this and go to bed before the depressing effect wears off and I can't sleep. Later guys. And remember, Narwhals are the Jedi of the sea.
I haven't slept well lately. Or at all this entire semester. It's easier to sleep when I have Zach with me, but he can't be here all the time. I seem to sleep better on nights when I don't have to wake up at 7am. I guess its because I'm so tired? Whatever the reason, I hope I can fix it this summer. In August, I went to bed early and woke up with the perfect amount of sleep. Same thing happened the first few days of this semester. I don't know what happen. I didn't intentionally change my sleeping patterns, it just happened. It seems to run in my family.
Next semester I have to go to Wake Tech, mainly because of money. It's okay though, Zach can help me cope with my sister, and I'll be able to work because I'll have access to a car. I'm going to try to be a bar tender. I can remember things fairly easily, and not just remember them, but know them. There's a difference (if you've ever been in a play or acting class, you know what I mean) and I have the ability to take remembering to the next step of knowing. If I reread the one act I did my junior year of high school, I'll be able to say the lines like I had been learning them all semester. So at least I have a skill, right?
I'm just so over school right now. I wanna go home and sleep for a week, and then spend my summer doing a job I enjoy and spending time with my boyfriend, going to Warped Tour and the Incubus concert and watching him parkour. I plan to film him parkour and edit the videos for him because I'm fairly good at that and I won't pick silly music (<3).
Kate sent me shot glasses and earrings for my birthday. I'm going to get her something as soon as I have money. That means it probably won't happen until may because daddy got laid off and I'm trying not to ask for money unless I really need it. She sent me some Hello Kitty earrings and Zach pretty much decided one is his, so he now has a tiny cat head on his ear lobe. I think that brought Kate more satisfaction than me liking the earrings, haha.
Well, I'm starting to sober up a bit, so let me end this and go to bed before the depressing effect wears off and I can't sleep. Later guys. And remember, Narwhals are the Jedi of the sea.