This Winter

Feb 11, 2008 13:59

Seems to have been a weird winter, albeit a great one. It hasn't snowed enough though, and christ is it windy as fuck now.

Almost a months passed, but still, 21 now. As with all other birthdays I haven't felt any different. That's a lie, I do feel better about myself; I finally like being me. I wear the Sonata Arctica hoodie I got all the time, the pissed off wolf on the front is just...he whoops your ass 5 times before you even meet his eyes.

Even if I'm late on getting it, Elvenking - The Scythe. Good fuckin album.

I need a new laptop. The only positive thing I've seen from this 5 year old Dell was that it can take punches like none other. A lot of good my new gaming PC does at home. I need new or better games here with a new and better system to run them on. The seething nerd rage is building...Inspiron 6000, I'm 6'4" at 180 lbs. and I will get Jack Skellington on your ass if it takes you 5 minutes to open up my music again.

I heard good advice on my birthday, from the same person who introduced me to Ensiferum. She is truly wise. I was told to love myself, and everything I do. To love everything great and terrible, every little thing. To love the people and animals that I know. Finally, to love every experience I've had. It felt good to hear, and I'll keep on doing what I've been doing: Wingen it, and not regretting anything about who I am or what I do, because in the end it will all add up to be my story.

Enough of the sappy shit. It's slowly coming together, and I know who I am. I hope things start going better for everyone else.
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