Why do I bother...
I really don't know why I bother posting here. Nobody reads my shit XD And none of my friends are even on this site as far as I know...
Anyhu, something that happened recently prompted me to draw this:
It's not easy to tell but what she's got in her hand is a pregnancy test.
Well because as far as I know, no one will read this anyways, I can go ahead and say the reason for this.
One of my best friends might be pregnant.
She won't know for sure until her chemical imbalances are down.
This is extremely frightening for the both of us.
The reason it made me want to draw this though is because I based this character loosely off of my friend. They have the same sense of style, eclecticness, and they both let life take them where it takes them.
The character, Ciel, has never had any sort of stability in her life which is just what she is used to. In connection with this, she never knows what it is what she wants out of life. She's always dreamed of falling in love but never knew how to go about it so she was left with her bad habits from high school.
There is one person she's convinced she had fallen in love with. That person was her best friend who was already in a relationship that she saw to be a true model of what love was. She could never break apart what they had, so she gave up. (cough not to mention he's gay cough)
Continuing: of course it would not benefit her to have a child in many ways being one with limited income and constantly going whereever the wind blows but every time she tests just to be sure, a mixed feeling comes over her because of her nature. Somehow to everyone she gets close to, she has an huge mother complex.
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On another note, I might be going to the state fair this weekend yay~
And I just got Netflix YAY
Anyhu, something that happened recently prompted me to draw this:
It's not easy to tell but what she's got in her hand is a pregnancy test.
Well because as far as I know, no one will read this anyways, I can go ahead and say the reason for this.
One of my best friends might be pregnant.
She won't know for sure until her chemical imbalances are down.
This is extremely frightening for the both of us.
The reason it made me want to draw this though is because I based this character loosely off of my friend. They have the same sense of style, eclecticness, and they both let life take them where it takes them.
The character, Ciel, has never had any sort of stability in her life which is just what she is used to. In connection with this, she never knows what it is what she wants out of life. She's always dreamed of falling in love but never knew how to go about it so she was left with her bad habits from high school.
There is one person she's convinced she had fallen in love with. That person was her best friend who was already in a relationship that she saw to be a true model of what love was. She could never break apart what they had, so she gave up. (cough not to mention he's gay cough)
Continuing: of course it would not benefit her to have a child in many ways being one with limited income and constantly going whereever the wind blows but every time she tests just to be sure, a mixed feeling comes over her because of her nature. Somehow to everyone she gets close to, she has an huge mother complex.
...
On another note, I might be going to the state fair this weekend yay~
And I just got Netflix YAY