liasdlahf
give me the strength to get through this without being selfish and jealous... i just wish i could deal with it and move on... Life is too short for this crap but yet i fail to keep positive. There are more things in life then becoming a parent... but right now im feeling like i have disapointed my meaning of exsistance.. i have always been told that i would be a great mother. i am always caring and giving to others and that motherhood and i is justa given.. I feel so weak and pointless.. and i cant seem to shake it