Hi there, world!
I haven't updated in.... whew! Forever!
But I thought I'd check in and say whats up because I have a few free moments for the first time in a while.
I just finished applying to college like 5 minutes ago... so that is exciting as hell. I've applied to U of O, Lewis and Clark, and Seattle University. Seattle is really where I want to go though, but maybe LC, I can't decide. I'm leaning towards Seattle, mostly. The UO is just my back up school, but we'll see how things go... I do love Eugene! It is such a hard decision, and it effects so much in my life. Its funny, because at Serena is going to Seattle, and Dakota is going to LC, so no matter what I choose, I'll have one of my two best friends. I kind of wish that I could just get out on my own to start a whole new life and name for myself, but it will be nice to have the support of them, there. Serena and I are going up to Seattle on Friday for a preview, so that should be really exciting.
So thats my school life... well, future school I guess. I like school this year, my classes are pretty cool. I'm hoping to get out of Spanish 3 though, at the semester. I like it well enough, but there are other things I'd rather be taking. I was going to switch into Speech so that I would be able to have one more class with that hottie Mr. Morton before I graduate, but today I visited swing choir, and it made me miss singing so much! I might go back there too... so we'll see about that.
As for my love life... (if anybody didn't know, which I don't know how they couldn't!) I really really really really really heart Dakota and I want him back so much all the time... but I guess I AM the one who messed up after all and I have to deal with the reprocussions of my bad decisions. Who would have ever thought one lousy night could change a whole year of my future. I definetly regret it, but what can you do now? He is smart, I guess, and I don't blame him for sticking with his decision. This weekend we had a GREAT time together on the bus to and from Seaside, I felt so happy the whole time. Sometimes, it is really hard for me to be around him because I just want to be with him so badly but all we can be is friends, and it is all too much to have to deal with, but this weekend was wonderful. I thought maybe things were looking up and he might change his mind, but this week hasn't been very inspiring so far, so I guess not. I think if I just had him all to myself for like a week, where just the two of us hung out constantly, I could maybe change his mind, but I don't see any opportunities like that coming up, so too bad for me.
Well... I'm going to go now before this entry gets too awful long, so I'll see ya'll later.
Rainbow Brite
p.s. Alice -- I keep meaning to write or call you but then I run out of time. At least you know I miss you like heck. That is all thats important.
p.p.s. David and Izzy -- I AM SO FREAKIN' EXCITED ABOUT YOU COMING SOON. But we need to make plans, so I'll call David today or tomorrow.
I Love You ALL!
But I thought I'd check in and say whats up because I have a few free moments for the first time in a while.
I just finished applying to college like 5 minutes ago... so that is exciting as hell. I've applied to U of O, Lewis and Clark, and Seattle University. Seattle is really where I want to go though, but maybe LC, I can't decide. I'm leaning towards Seattle, mostly. The UO is just my back up school, but we'll see how things go... I do love Eugene! It is such a hard decision, and it effects so much in my life. Its funny, because at Serena is going to Seattle, and Dakota is going to LC, so no matter what I choose, I'll have one of my two best friends. I kind of wish that I could just get out on my own to start a whole new life and name for myself, but it will be nice to have the support of them, there. Serena and I are going up to Seattle on Friday for a preview, so that should be really exciting.
So thats my school life... well, future school I guess. I like school this year, my classes are pretty cool. I'm hoping to get out of Spanish 3 though, at the semester. I like it well enough, but there are other things I'd rather be taking. I was going to switch into Speech so that I would be able to have one more class with that hottie Mr. Morton before I graduate, but today I visited swing choir, and it made me miss singing so much! I might go back there too... so we'll see about that.
As for my love life... (if anybody didn't know, which I don't know how they couldn't!) I really really really really really heart Dakota and I want him back so much all the time... but I guess I AM the one who messed up after all and I have to deal with the reprocussions of my bad decisions. Who would have ever thought one lousy night could change a whole year of my future. I definetly regret it, but what can you do now? He is smart, I guess, and I don't blame him for sticking with his decision. This weekend we had a GREAT time together on the bus to and from Seaside, I felt so happy the whole time. Sometimes, it is really hard for me to be around him because I just want to be with him so badly but all we can be is friends, and it is all too much to have to deal with, but this weekend was wonderful. I thought maybe things were looking up and he might change his mind, but this week hasn't been very inspiring so far, so I guess not. I think if I just had him all to myself for like a week, where just the two of us hung out constantly, I could maybe change his mind, but I don't see any opportunities like that coming up, so too bad for me.
Well... I'm going to go now before this entry gets too awful long, so I'll see ya'll later.
Rainbow Brite
p.s. Alice -- I keep meaning to write or call you but then I run out of time. At least you know I miss you like heck. That is all thats important.
p.p.s. David and Izzy -- I AM SO FREAKIN' EXCITED ABOUT YOU COMING SOON. But we need to make plans, so I'll call David today or tomorrow.
I Love You ALL!