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I try to be nice to everyone even though I know they may have beef with me. I don't know why. I guess it's to avoid conflict. Because I don't like getting all pissed off and yelling back and forth at people because I think it's a waste of time. Plus I get all nervous and stuff.
Take Josh for instance.
A thirty-something year old guy and I'm in his face ready to go outside and beat the guy to the ground (though I think he could have whipped my ass). Maybe it was the stressed out day I had. Maybe it was because it was nearly a month of him yelling out ass hole comments to me as I walked out the door of work every day. Maybe it was because I used to look up to him until I figured out he wasn't man enough to come to my face with a problem he had with me. Maybe it was because I'm turning into an ass hole myself. Or maybe it's that I've avoided conflict for far too long and it all came tumbling out at him. *shrug* But I do try to be a nice guy. Even to people I think I've wronged. That is until they show me they don't care that I'm trying to apologize.
Take Katie for instance.
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On second thought, let's not mention her.
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Yeah, better not let that dragon out.
On to happier things. Like my baby. She does this cute thing with her lips... *sigh* I likes me some Sarah.