May 06, 2003 11:58
yes I'm sick to my stomach now
really very seriously sick
none of you knows what this does to me do you?
am I going to have to start inviting you all to seperate parties?
I know most of you better than you know each other, so I think that's valid enough to say that everyone's misunderstood everyoe else...which is natural to do in this fucked up way of communicating...
it used to amuse me but I'm fucking sick of it
if I mean anything to any of you, stop.
i don't care if you don't get to defend yourself from whatever the last thing was someone said. It makes no fucking difference to me and you know what - it doesn't make a difference to any of you either cause all it will be is misunderstood again and we're back to the beginning
aaahhhh....i think i feel a little better now
this day is passing far too slowly