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May 04, 2003 02:05

she says her hands shake when she talks to me on the phone...

I wish i could see them

I came out down in poker tonight - I haven't had a winning night in a long time. It's always more fun when your winning, natually.
Spent the greater part of the day today cleaning up the band room. Not done, but it looks decent enough. Everything was still exactly where it was placed after we unloaded from our last show. I hadn't worked on any of my own music since then either, what was it, two weeks ago? I left my keyboard in it's case and just hadn't gotten around to it yet.

She called when we were almost done, but i couldn't talk yet. I hated to ask her to call back later...she hasn't yet but she probably fell asleep

I am going to kill people if they do that to the house once I get one. The whole purpose of us having a dedicated space to practice in is that we can keep it nice and functioning smoothly, not have to work around things that are in the way because they have no other place to go in the room. So, it's understandable that the room right now gets shitty every once in a while...it has always had a sort of temporary feel to it anyway.
but not in the new house. we all know how much I hate arranging wiring and cabling...i want it to be set and that's all..it would stay nice...

how can this be real, i ask myself....why did it happen and when? IS it real? why do i never know for sure...am I that afraid? There are so many other things, they would be so much easier...

she says she loves it when i call her 'baby'

why don't my hands shake? am I being too careful?

just got off the phone...over two hours later...and my cheeks hurt from smiling for so long
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