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numerauko is off to class, to give her speech. This has been a very stressful thing, and the closer it was to "game time", the rougher it's been for her anxiety. As you can imagine, the last couple days have made that anxiety kick into overdrive. That, on the trailing end of both the med change and the time of the month, has made it...well, interesting to be me. Still, after this, there's only the final and the class is over, and everything else should fall into place, timing-wise.
Which is good because MY stress is at a crazy level, and I'm really fucking tired of feeling like I'm on eggshells that are precariously balanced on top of land mines. Seems like every time something comes along that might break the tension, it falls through, or something new comes up. A little release and relaxation would be nice about now.
I know it's all coming to fruition and that this is just the big conflict at the end of it...it's just going to be good to see that denouement.
Which is good because MY stress is at a crazy level, and I'm really fucking tired of feeling like I'm on eggshells that are precariously balanced on top of land mines. Seems like every time something comes along that might break the tension, it falls through, or something new comes up. A little release and relaxation would be nice about now.
I know it's all coming to fruition and that this is just the big conflict at the end of it...it's just going to be good to see that denouement.