Apr 16, 2008 13:59
Dreams keep coming up no matter what. Avonelle told me of one involving me and Locke, I had one where I was on a date with my ex (gross), and Evias keeps having weird ones too. I blame my weird dreams on the awful sleep I've been getting, and how overwhelmed I've been with everything. Life kinda sucks right now. But I hope for a big fat check in two weeks, or whenever they send it out. The threats of violence on campus ended up being false. Go figure. Now I'm left with a terrible sleep cycle and a messy room and wondering whether or not I'll even be ready for exams.
I want the Sandman, my paper crush, to come take me away from everything. I want to quit school and be a dancer full time and get paid to do gigs. I want to be the next Rachel Brice so much that it hurts my veins because I ache for it so much. Like that will ever happen...
Grrr!
dreams,
dancing