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i broke the news at christmas eve dinner in front of my whole family.
the grandma and all.
a set of broken antique crystal.
a screaming match.
an "i can't hear you" game.
2 miles
2 ambiens
and a mystery muscle relaxer later (compliments of dede).
im here.
having my very own pity party on the day that celebrates the one that no body even seems to believe in anymore. i dont.
i know worse things have happened to better people.
but you wont even pick up your phone.
and im crying all over your shirt.
because.... you're... not... here.
the grandma and all.
a set of broken antique crystal.
a screaming match.
an "i can't hear you" game.
2 miles
2 ambiens
and a mystery muscle relaxer later (compliments of dede).
im here.
having my very own pity party on the day that celebrates the one that no body even seems to believe in anymore. i dont.
i know worse things have happened to better people.
but you wont even pick up your phone.
and im crying all over your shirt.
because.... you're... not... here.