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i saw his name on someone's journal and i spent the last 20 minutes looking for clues in it to see if it was him. i still haven't figured that out. it's a 50-50 chance.
my heart was beating so fast while i was reading it because i was afraid of what he might have written about what happened. but he didn't. he signed up for lj only sevenn months ago, a year after.
i guess i'm just vain thinking he would write about it even if he did sign up a year and a half ago. he would have done something about it if it was important to him ... let alone of putting it down in words.
maybe i'm downplaying the whole thing. maybe it was important to him as much as it was to me. maybe that journal is not his at all. so many maybes, which is why i've disabled the comment thing. i'm just going in circles here.
i think i fell into infatuation once again. my heart is doing jumping jacks as i see and hear his name.
my heart was beating so fast while i was reading it because i was afraid of what he might have written about what happened. but he didn't. he signed up for lj only sevenn months ago, a year after.
i guess i'm just vain thinking he would write about it even if he did sign up a year and a half ago. he would have done something about it if it was important to him ... let alone of putting it down in words.
maybe i'm downplaying the whole thing. maybe it was important to him as much as it was to me. maybe that journal is not his at all. so many maybes, which is why i've disabled the comment thing. i'm just going in circles here.
i think i fell into infatuation once again. my heart is doing jumping jacks as i see and hear his name.