May 25, 2005 20:03
been sick two days. developed fever tonight
decided too much effort to wear clothes, went without pants most of two days
sheet serves just as well as pants
refused to wear a bra
found i could get away with not wearing said bra, wore baggy shirt still
stayed in bed most of two days, went to library yesterday to replenish reading material
read through 30 pages of bible, same today
read entire two books, working on third today
very alone suffering from lack of contact with outside
determined that i am insane
went to seminary in the morning
too weak to go to school
have to go to school tommorrow
sol
too tired to think straight
love my doggy very much so
wearing happy bucket hat
amused currently
very much single as have begun obsessing over old crush again
wrote long letter
sent an e-mail
afriad i am stalking him
go for delirousness