thoughts...

Apr 07, 2005 19:57

hm. it really is amazing how happy i am. there's no stress about homework or impressing people...there's no real issue with people disliking me at this new school. i feel great.

there is a circle that i have become aware of, i am happy, i feel great, i feel prettier and more attractive. i gain self-confidence, people respond. i am happy. it's a cycle that has really become true for me. it's really great.

i'm free from alot of commitment. i like guys, and i like hanging out with them, but it's so invigorating not having to deal with the drama of it all. if you are interested in me, you'll have to make a convincing case because i certainly like being this way.

i love the people at my school, they are laid back and fun to be with. i am by no means popular, and i probably will never go with them on their excursions, but it's comforting to listen to them and get attention from them.

rambling...but oh well. i wrote a letter to someone, and i intend to mail it....no ruth it's not garet.
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