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its 4:30. that means in an hour and a half its time to get ready for school.
the more i try and think about things, the more insane i become. i miss the concept of having friends outside of my girlfriend. why cant things just be the way they were just with me and lizzie the same way too? but i guess that's being selfish. i tell you what, i miss kyle. i mean i still am not planning on making any attempt to talk to him or anything, im not about to bust my ass AGAIN for someone who obviously doesnt care either way, but still, i do miss him. school is whatever. college, eh. work, yea i wish i had the balls to quit.
i enjoy playing myself for a fool.
i think i am smarter than i really am.
why will some people never learn from their mistakes?
i almost feel like crying. but i couldnt do that now
could i?
the more i try and think about things, the more insane i become. i miss the concept of having friends outside of my girlfriend. why cant things just be the way they were just with me and lizzie the same way too? but i guess that's being selfish. i tell you what, i miss kyle. i mean i still am not planning on making any attempt to talk to him or anything, im not about to bust my ass AGAIN for someone who obviously doesnt care either way, but still, i do miss him. school is whatever. college, eh. work, yea i wish i had the balls to quit.
i enjoy playing myself for a fool.
i think i am smarter than i really am.
why will some people never learn from their mistakes?
i almost feel like crying. but i couldnt do that now
could i?