Aug 05, 2006 07:41
when i'm reading a ghost story, i drink chocolate milk. i didn't always drink chocolate milk while reading ghost stories. in Silent Hill 4 Jasper Gein is thirsty and needs chocolate milk, and when you give him some, he gives you a clue. later he becomes a victim of Walter Sullivan and becomes a ghost. and ever since playing that, i sdrink chocolate milk when i read or watch ghost stories. i'm reading "Servant of the Bones" by anne Rice right now, and it's a ghost story, and i drink chocolate milk while reading it, or else i don't read it. unless there's water..water comes in second though.
in case it's not apparent yet, i'm fucking drunk. i only have something to say when i'm drunk. but there's so fewe people on my buffy list that it doesn't fucking matter. work pisses me off. time limits only matter when you're out of time. i was looking on myspace for people i knew in elementary school in lebanon, but couldn't find anyone. it was depressing, because i wanted to find some people. i couldn't even find a lot of people from little miami high. just a bunch of people i din't dive two shits about. fuckers. who cares anyway, if i've lost touch, what could be gtained by re-animating it. if i lost touch, then i didn't care and they didn't care either, so who fucking cares. if i've lost touch, then nobody wanted tocuh anyweay. usually when i get in touch with someone again, they've stayed the same and i've changed. why is that? why does everyone stay the same while my life, religion, marital status, residence, and mind in general changes? there's no me, because it's changing constantly. and if something changes, do we not find a nerw name for it? if a solid becomes a liquid, is it not renamed? ice is water, water is ice, but with different names. i needa new name
or maybe i need to sleep off this buzz. hoo ha! haha, fuck that. i'l sleep when i sleep.
fuckin' a. later.