Nov 05, 2007 07:22
I had a planned chat date with Hot Dateman last night. (yes, Hot Dateman does not live near). It was a bit odd as I have not chatted with someone of that type of interest in year and years. Minds out of the gutter..this is not cyber sex chat...we're getting to know each other a bit better (with permission from our respective owners.)
So what did we talk about? Our respective owners! we spoke about the importance of our primary relationships and how this preliminary exploration has affected them and what we can do to ease the transition.
We talked about our fears in general and regrets in our lives and exchanged silly messages. It's a giddy feeling that is adding a brightness to my overall attitude...something that is spilling over into the rest of my life. Yes, I am a bit smitten but rest assured not in the way my smitten devotion and deep love extends to Master Archer. It's bright and shiny and new so the glitter of that feeling has captured a part of me like a polished dime captures the attention of a crow.
Before that chat with Hot Dateman (ok..lets shorten it to HD now) I chatted at length with HD's Owner/Domme/Partner/insert-label-here. This is not a new concept for me as I have been friends with HD's Owner for quite a while. She is a special friend (not short bus special) who I have been able to open up to in a way I cannot do with so many people. I am blessed that she is honest and open and caring.
More later..off to the reality of taking Teenkidlets to school.
m/s,
self growth,
relationships