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Things have changed considerably recently. Not quite as much as it would seem to those I see ever day, the students at school and such. Perhaps I shouldn't have gotten used to what I'd been offered. Just at the moment that it seemed I was beginning to grow used to feeling like I was just a regular kid in high school, with friends and interests and a social life, just when I was about to relax and grow comfortable with these new attributes to my identity, everything has been uprooted.
Triana-kun and I are going our separate ways. There was never an intimate relationship, but it could never be. She seemed to feel left out by the fact that both I and her father had powers beyond natural human capabilities. I began to dread more and more when the moment would inevitably come that I would have to leave her to fight a hollow, or run off to war again. She shouldn't have to be involved in that. It was never too serious, anyway. Just fun... Just a little fun, for the first time ever.
Ryuuken knew I had changed apartments but he found out that I was living with Amarao-san. Needless to say, I am no longer living there. I do not abide by his wishes or rules ever, only in very few situations in which I have no choice, one of them being my housing. I am happy enough to not live with Ryuuken, but I enjoyed the feeling of a home. I haven't really felt that since my grandfather was alive and I would disobediently go to his house often. I don't want to feel like I left because Ryuuken pays for my living expenses... It was the things he said. He made the situation seem perverse, a student living with an older man. It was already bad enough that I sewed and didn't have proper female relationships, he said.
For now, I'm back in my old apartment in Karakura. Everything is as it was. I feel as though I shouldn't complain for the different life I was given a taste of.
Triana-kun and I are going our separate ways. There was never an intimate relationship, but it could never be. She seemed to feel left out by the fact that both I and her father had powers beyond natural human capabilities. I began to dread more and more when the moment would inevitably come that I would have to leave her to fight a hollow, or run off to war again. She shouldn't have to be involved in that. It was never too serious, anyway. Just fun... Just a little fun, for the first time ever.
Ryuuken knew I had changed apartments but he found out that I was living with Amarao-san. Needless to say, I am no longer living there. I do not abide by his wishes or rules ever, only in very few situations in which I have no choice, one of them being my housing. I am happy enough to not live with Ryuuken, but I enjoyed the feeling of a home. I haven't really felt that since my grandfather was alive and I would disobediently go to his house often. I don't want to feel like I left because Ryuuken pays for my living expenses... It was the things he said. He made the situation seem perverse, a student living with an older man. It was already bad enough that I sewed and didn't have proper female relationships, he said.
For now, I'm back in my old apartment in Karakura. Everything is as it was. I feel as though I shouldn't complain for the different life I was given a taste of.