thinking...
I want to learn....I want to see....I want to find....I want to feel. I have had so much thinking lately. I dont know if the dream I had is actually prophetic...but i wouldnt mind if it was. I seem so happy in my dream...completely exhilerated to be alive. To recieve the world in a smile again would be amazing. All i get to do is let things play out and see where they lead.. which i have no problem doing anymore because i know things happen the way they are suppose to. My world wouldnt crumble because i am actually starting to be happy with myself again, happy to be who i am again, not nessicarily my condition, but my personality. I am learning more and more everyday what makes the world worth living and enjoying. WHat makes me smile. So i will be great without my dream being prophetic...i just think from where i stand i could have many wonderful things coming my direction. I dont know for sure though...hoping for the best.