Jun 09, 2005 17:17
Well where to start...
Aparently i just dont have much goodluck by way of this year and last...I have had those wonderful things though. But once again I have to have sugery, this time on my right shoulder. From what I understand...is that he is going to cut offa piece of my shoulder blade and notch my collarbone and possibly fix my torn rotator cuff while he is in there fucking around. Hopefully this is my last surgery for a while to come. Its on the 22nd of this month. After all this plus physical therapy and learning how to be a lefty, i should be able to get all my legal affairs in order better and start to see progress in that area.
As of here late with some of my more current events and thinking back at some things I have done I have been able to realize a few more things about myself. Some good and some that I need to work on. It is kind of amazing somethings that I have learned about in the past couple of months. Also what I have done to torture myself aswell without trying. I think I am slowly growing up because i am still mostly a scared child in many ways. I intruige myself in so many ways by how I do things and the choice that I make. I think I should close myself off in a room and stay there for awhile until I understand better. But oh well
Well I need to take a shower and get my things together because I have a golf game tommorow and hope to get some more sun on my pale features which mom has been buggin me about. I have been grillin out side lately learning that art and how to do it better, found some wonderful wonderful marinades. And realized how much i dont like grilling chicken on the bone, difficult ass shit, starts the fire back up too. But catch yall later if yall have my # give me a call because I am off for the few months on medical leave.