Mexia....ggrrrr!
Wonderful old home....not! This sucks so bad. I comeback to the place where my room, my comfort is, just to find out i cant even sleep in my own bed because some bastard decided to move his bed in there and move around my shtuff. I am so getting tired of everything going awry. This freakin accident has caused so many problems but i know it happened for a reason. More than likely that reason is for me to go to school. It keeps me from working like I would like so the only option is to go to school. All the doctors are getting annoying, physical therapy and steroid injections do not seem to be helping any. I stay with my mom, where nothing feels like home except for her. I have none of my furnishings or anything that makes it feel right, except for my clothes and some trinkets. So the most comfortable spot is my truck but it is uncomfortable for me to drive with my health. As a matter a fact sitting itself is uncomfortable. I am starting to loose my mind on what to do where to go and all those other questions you ask yourself. It is becoming quite taxing. I miss living alone and independently. I want to work. But... I also want to have a decent future for myself. It sucks that i am scared to go to school. Only because i fear failure. Something i guess i am going to have to get over at some point......But this is my first entry. I just made this thing. Not sure if i can write in it often because i am not inclined to write much. But you know how it goes.