May 25, 2005 21:26
Well its been an exiciting month I found out turning 21 was the worst thing finacally for me I spent way to much money at the bar and now scrapping my change 2gether trying to pay bills yeah it kinda sucks but hey ya'll know I put my self in these situations and i'll fix it I always do. I am supposed 2 go home on june 17th but i dunno if i'll have the $$$ hopfully i will i miss my mom alot and i'll be picking up my lil brother i def. miss that kid we dont talk much anymore haha neither of us are really phone people so we dont call but i do miss that kid i am gonna bring him back with me and he's gonna stay all summer :)
Work is going good i suppose i hate going everyday but i have to go so i do it ty and i realized that we risk out lives everyday just for 400 bucks at the end of the week in the heat the cold it doesnt matter somtimes i really wonder if its even worth it walking on 3.5 inches of 2X4 forty feet off the ground all day. But hey i guess i'm good at what i do i've been doing it fucking long enough
I met an AWSOME girl (mmmmm unusal huh rrrright) i know i'm gonna say she's differnt than the others and i know ya'll are just gonna be like uh huh whatever but me and her really connect in like EVERYWAY we are now "EXCLUSIVLY DATING" nah she's a sweetheart and I am litterly nuts about her she has stirred up feelings i didnt even know i had. At first i wasnt sure if it was just the drugs or her but later i found out it was def. her Christie Michelle ur AMAZING! I am kinda sad she is going 2 italy for 10 days so i wont get to see her or talk to her but i'll live lol :) the min she gets back i gotta run into her arms i know i'll need some cuddling!!!!!!! lol well enough for now see ya bye