Jan 18, 2006 18:42
well....im back with her again
and i love her all the more.
i guess ive never had anyone want to do it again after a breakup. i guess that really means something. i think i read that in a book. if you havnt noticed i read alot.
hmmm...its been a while scince ive been here. im mean written in this journal. i kinda suck at the whole keepin a journal thing but i try anyway. but yeah some we are together again and i know it happened for a reason. i believe everything happenes for a reason. i dont want to screw it up this time.
well imma start this security guard class on friday and then take a weapoms class on saturday and on sunday imma prolly go to arden fair mall with kim.
shits been hittin the fan hard theses last few weeks. i dont have a job or a place to stay. i live in my car and i can tell you how bad that experience is going. so with this security guard class im hoping that A)mr baptist(the guy whos doin the class)can hook me up with some security firms that he has contacts with or just hook me up with a decent job being a security job.
i need to make at least $10 buks and hour and work like 8 hours a day then i can afford an apartment and be able to pay bills and pretty much get a start on life. i want to go to college and all but im not sure if ill be able to fit it in.there are some sucsessful people who dont go to college right??
anyway we will see what happens....