May 17, 2006 02:21
gah i think i am starting to like some1 else... but at the same time, i feel like i really shold not ever like her, coz it feels like an awful mistake. but hmm anyways... idk, it feels so weird blah... idk i just wanna find out wth is or could happen with it all; so here is what i am thinking... i could just bite the bullet here, and go balls to the wall with this crap... i mean, honestly, what is the worst that could ever happen from it? i lose a friend.... yea that;s gotta be the worst, to lose a friend
i really don;t think that the risk of losing that great of a friend is worth while having a semi decent girl... if she was perfect... then maybe, but just her the decent one... is not worth that great of a friendship... now if she starts to give off signs taht she would be interrested..... that;s another thing...a WHOLE other thing!!