In which I am here
Because here is where I belong the best.
Things are not so good just now. I have been fighting with someone about things I can't explain properly to others. I have been retreating into myself and cutting people off. People I would like to be close to. Well, some of them. And I have been annoyed with myself about this. Lather, rinse, repeat. Not sensible behaviour. I was expecting an extreme "up" after the garbage I went through last fall, but it doesn't seem to be happening.
Even being here is uncomfortable because the formatting is messed up. It looks cold and unfamiliar. Yeesh. Safe haven is not safe.
I have a headache thing.
Things are not so good just now. I have been fighting with someone about things I can't explain properly to others. I have been retreating into myself and cutting people off. People I would like to be close to. Well, some of them. And I have been annoyed with myself about this. Lather, rinse, repeat. Not sensible behaviour. I was expecting an extreme "up" after the garbage I went through last fall, but it doesn't seem to be happening.
Even being here is uncomfortable because the formatting is messed up. It looks cold and unfamiliar. Yeesh. Safe haven is not safe.
I have a headache thing.