*flops*
I wish I was cruel. I wish I didn't care about others. I wish I only thought of myself. I wish I was ignorant. Life would be so much easier. I don't know about the worth living part, but easier. Fortunately or unfortunately, I raised myself to be the total opposite of all that.
I just get tired. Some days it's like just being me is completely exhausting. This wasn't the first entire day I've spent in a constant panic and I'm sure it won't be the last. It's hard to be normal, or well, sane, when you torture yourself to the brink all the time.
Think I need to take some time away. No not an institution. Just need some time away from everything and everyone for that matter. *flops*
As a side note, I started reading some Plato. I like the guy's style, I see some similarities in our lines of thinking. Me randomly getting into philosophy? Sure why not.
I really need to sleep. Totally burnt out. ni ni
I just get tired. Some days it's like just being me is completely exhausting. This wasn't the first entire day I've spent in a constant panic and I'm sure it won't be the last. It's hard to be normal, or well, sane, when you torture yourself to the brink all the time.
Think I need to take some time away. No not an institution. Just need some time away from everything and everyone for that matter. *flops*
As a side note, I started reading some Plato. I like the guy's style, I see some similarities in our lines of thinking. Me randomly getting into philosophy? Sure why not.
I really need to sleep. Totally burnt out. ni ni