to be inspired.
What is it...is it that feeling that runs a cold shiver down your back when you experience something. Something that triggers your mind and heart at the same time and in unison both have found a new light to inspire them. It's an amazing feeling, the deepest inspiration to have. Something you know is not affected by others judgment, just your simple and pure desire. How can this affect your outer surroundings, is it actually possible to control your future? Is it possible to have your own will to come through and shape your future. maybe. maybe. maybe. To understand somebody. Where does reason stop...where does romance begin. It's all a combination that is a risk to take, a risk to be inspired, but i do think with the greater the risk the greater the reward will be. The question is, will you be willing to pay the price?
To have such a negative feeling as jealousy. It is absolutely one of the possible worst feelings to have. Not only is it deceptive but it furthers your hate. You can sit by and watch the days and wonder to yourself, will i ever be woken up? Is this all it is...the conditioning to save us from the feeling, the risk...Then we delve deeper into thought and wonder what we are here for. It's hard to try and use reason to solve problems sometimes, because we're not always going to have problems involving reason, we have feeling, we have spirit. Those times were you spend with people, you take a look at your surroundings and think to yourself, this is the time, this is the time you were meant to enjoy...the times that flee so fast and the next time you wake up you're in a different life. When you take the risk, and you don't get the reward you were seeking, rather the negative side, you dont want to take that risk again. Opening your heart to somebody to share it, and with wishful thoughts hoping this is love. Hoping, Hoping, Hoping, only to be crushed...It's hard to understand why things happen to us. I would like to think that maybe there is a force because what our lives are, what we receive, what surrounds us and what we are is never equal. Maybe there is a reason to all this madness, all this waiting, all this jealousy, all this uncertainty and living in a constant state of numbness. To appreciate beauty you must understand it, you must see it with eyes that have seen many things.
To have such a negative feeling as jealousy. It is absolutely one of the possible worst feelings to have. Not only is it deceptive but it furthers your hate. You can sit by and watch the days and wonder to yourself, will i ever be woken up? Is this all it is...the conditioning to save us from the feeling, the risk...Then we delve deeper into thought and wonder what we are here for. It's hard to try and use reason to solve problems sometimes, because we're not always going to have problems involving reason, we have feeling, we have spirit. Those times were you spend with people, you take a look at your surroundings and think to yourself, this is the time, this is the time you were meant to enjoy...the times that flee so fast and the next time you wake up you're in a different life. When you take the risk, and you don't get the reward you were seeking, rather the negative side, you dont want to take that risk again. Opening your heart to somebody to share it, and with wishful thoughts hoping this is love. Hoping, Hoping, Hoping, only to be crushed...It's hard to understand why things happen to us. I would like to think that maybe there is a force because what our lives are, what we receive, what surrounds us and what we are is never equal. Maybe there is a reason to all this madness, all this waiting, all this jealousy, all this uncertainty and living in a constant state of numbness. To appreciate beauty you must understand it, you must see it with eyes that have seen many things.