It's not up to you

[archaic_angel]

I wake up
And the day feels broken
I tilt my head
Try to get an angle
The evening I've always longed for
It could still happen

How do I master
The perfect day
Six glasses of water
Seven phone calls

If you leave it alone, it might just happen
anyway...

It's not up to you
Well, it never really was

If you wake up
And your day feels broken
just lean into the crack
And it will tremble ever so nicely
Notice how it sparkles down there

I can decide what I give
But it's not up to me
What I get given

Unthinkable surprises about to happen
But what they are

It's not up to you
Well, it never really was

There is too much clinging to peak
There is too much pressure