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i'm an idiot.
yeah, i just am.
and i apologize for it.
so i had my 24th birthday last saturday.
my party was pretty awesome. we all got drunk,
made a mess, went downtown, took shots,
felt like shit in the morning.
i dont feel 24. i feel 55.
im grumpy, i hate my job,
i want a divorce even though im not married.
sex is great when im not exhausted.
and seems like everyone i know is married,
has children, has moved away or has recently died.
i am pretty happy with my new support group though.
my two baby cats and my dog.
without them id go insane.
id also freeze at night.
life isnt that bad though, really.
im not starving to death, im not too ugly to have
a boyfriend, my boyfriends not ugly either. my moms
cool, friends are unreliable but theyll do.
and even though im too tired all the time to really drink,
theres always alcohol and movies. and reality tv.
yeah, i just am.
and i apologize for it.
so i had my 24th birthday last saturday.
my party was pretty awesome. we all got drunk,
made a mess, went downtown, took shots,
felt like shit in the morning.
i dont feel 24. i feel 55.
im grumpy, i hate my job,
i want a divorce even though im not married.
sex is great when im not exhausted.
and seems like everyone i know is married,
has children, has moved away or has recently died.
i am pretty happy with my new support group though.
my two baby cats and my dog.
without them id go insane.
id also freeze at night.
life isnt that bad though, really.
im not starving to death, im not too ugly to have
a boyfriend, my boyfriends not ugly either. my moms
cool, friends are unreliable but theyll do.
and even though im too tired all the time to really drink,
theres always alcohol and movies. and reality tv.