T R U T H
I wish to tell the truth. Yet the heart is pounding and the voice is babbling. The brain is a ticking bomb, clicking more profound as each day passes.
I want to be free of this. Let the weight just drop into the ocean and sink into its lovely darkness of mystery.
It is a risk that I feel almost ready for, for I have done it once before.
I am ready for the tears. I am ready for bleeding heart. I am ready for the final brick wall to raise and enclose me...
Yet, I am also ready for the smiles. I am ready for the warmth. I am ready to smash away any wall that looms before me.
I AM READY TO L I V E!