forgive me
I’M a cancer, destroying and spreading like a blAck fire to each and every person i know. i search them out then pull away, killing whatever hope that is leFt inside them.
i never mean to hurt, i never mean to change. i get scaRed and back awAy, to protect myself and the others, but it always backfIres in the enD. i don’t need it, i can live wiThout. yet the scares reopen on their own and cOnsume my being.
will these words ever slip my tongue? will i ever utter the truth that i have been hoLding in for so long? every time i part my lips my tonguE becomes too twisted on the thought of betrayAl and denial to carry out these words that Penetrate me.