first entry
dame if i do and dame if i dont thats how i feel about my self
from time to time im a kind of person that will go to the end of the world helping every person i love or care about. but when it comes to helping me or doing something i want it seems that its stupid or nobody has the time to do it for me and yet i dont get pissed off about it not like my friends or family would. is it that i am to much of a person to have feelings or love returned to me? why is that. sometimes i dont understand why i dont cry at funerals laugh at certain things or love someone.like others. i dont know maybe im not human. for those with souls shall live in judgment and those without shall live alone.
from time to time im a kind of person that will go to the end of the world helping every person i love or care about. but when it comes to helping me or doing something i want it seems that its stupid or nobody has the time to do it for me and yet i dont get pissed off about it not like my friends or family would. is it that i am to much of a person to have feelings or love returned to me? why is that. sometimes i dont understand why i dont cry at funerals laugh at certain things or love someone.like others. i dont know maybe im not human. for those with souls shall live in judgment and those without shall live alone.