What is there, really?

Jan 10, 2006 02:35

Man, I haven't written in here if quite a very long time. There's been a lot going on, and a lot not going on. Christmas break feels like the longest break ever. I feel like I've been out of school for months. A week from today however I will once again dive into a tedious routine of Cornish tomfoolery. You know, I realized in the last couple weeks that I really have no idea what I'm doing right now. I really don't have a very defined direction anymore. It's kind of a crappy place to be. I'm not sure what my next step is going to be in terms of making my life better, but I think it might be a departure from college. That's definetely not set in stone, but it's becoming more and more of a possiblity every day. I feel like I can make it, doing what I love, without going through this shitty four-year program. But, at the same time, I'm scared that I'll regret leaving later in life. I hate adult decisions. I seem to be having to make them more and more often these days. I don't want to be an adult yet. But, anyway, nothing really eventful has happened recently that I can think of. Just a lot of loafing around, watching TV, smokin' weed. That's about all I do these days. I hope that changes soon...
-Zac
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