off my mind
My brother came down and saw Pirates this weekend. Its awesome that he came, i love that kid. He brought his girlfriend marie who is absoloutly the coolest. I wish i had done more in chorus and drama and not wasted time with band so much here. Cause thats what band really was to me the last 2 years, a waste of time. I should have sat down and been critical about it, and been like "damn band sux down here". And then joined choir/drama. I really like thoes kids alot. Every one of them. I suppose i enjoyed marching band enough, but the musical was so much better. It was just such a blast to do. And people arent anal retentive about the smallest things. I dunno, i guess they are just more my crowd. I was telling some friends of mine that i really liked doing the musical because its a whole other world of suff to know that i have only barely touched. I learned how to do my own stage make up. Im not saying im a makeup guru or anything, i know how to do base stage make up. I really dont know anything compared to all there is to know. But g's its a blast. just the whole performance thing and the cast party, everything. Band was never fun like this.
Im jealous of my brother for having someone. But at the same time i think about myself with someone, and its just such a big risk. If i was to start dating now, what would happen in 2 months? wed be apart. Friends is bst for now, though it was just one of thoes reminders about what you could have had, but you mest it up somehow.
well college is in 2 months. Ap testing pour moi commencement sur le mardi. Im not really nervous or anything its just the end of school is here. High school is over. I feel that i ve gone through freshman and sophmore year 2wice. Instead of actually going through high school. God i wish i had either been here for 4 years, In which case i would have done the drama thing definently, or staid there and done band for 4 years. I have an incomplete high school experience.
Im jealous of my brother for having someone. But at the same time i think about myself with someone, and its just such a big risk. If i was to start dating now, what would happen in 2 months? wed be apart. Friends is bst for now, though it was just one of thoes reminders about what you could have had, but you mest it up somehow.
well college is in 2 months. Ap testing pour moi commencement sur le mardi. Im not really nervous or anything its just the end of school is here. High school is over. I feel that i ve gone through freshman and sophmore year 2wice. Instead of actually going through high school. God i wish i had either been here for 4 years, In which case i would have done the drama thing definently, or staid there and done band for 4 years. I have an incomplete high school experience.