Why is it that I always have the strongest urge to write when I really, really ought to be in bed?
I mean, this is just getting a little ridiculous. Because it's inevitable. About ten at night, just when I should be logging off to get off to bed for the evening (now, especially, because I am so tired there aren't really words and I was honestly falling asleep at my desk today which is very, very bad) I suddenly feel like I should be writing! And I feel like I should be working on about five fics at once!
After all, I owe
pintsizeninja a fic I've only been promising for the past two weeks or so. And I really feel bad for not having the fifth chapter of Down the Line done; or the second chapter of Space! Time! Zombies! And I'd be so happy to have any of the eight starts I have for my Elements of Life series to be more than just starts. And I still owe
valeria_15 fic, and
gulumseme fic (that I have promised her for over a year) and now - now - I have the urge to try my hand at some Avatar: the Last Airbender ficlets.
This, of course, doesn't even include the massive pile of guilt I feel drop onto my shoulders every time I don't work on any of the original fiction I've got sitting on my hard drive. My NaNoWriMo? Still needs editing. Lots of it. (God damn, my main character is currently boring as hell. I don't really know what to do to make her more interesting yet, either. grrface.) Arcane Ways? My god, I've finally almost forgotten the plot. The City of Blinding Lights? I still need to settle on a title for the damn thing!
Sob and now I really do need to close out of MS Word and go to sleep because it's only Monday and I have a long week ahead of me.