Being best friends with the girl you are crazy about royally sucks, especially when she's already said no after you've taken her to the moon
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Yeah me either. I fell hard for this one. Yet I'm her go to guy, not the boy in greece who she doesn't know how she feels about. Complains to me how she wants to snuggle, is horny, etc.. and she knows Im crazy about her and that I would bend over backwards to make her smile and be happy. I can't just stop seeing her because we are involved in so much stuff together..
Eeek...that is a bad situation. I'm sorry. I think you should tell her she's simply not being fair.
I was referring to everything in your entry though..grades slipping, you being indifferent about things...wow, never thought I'd hear those things out of you.
Grades slipping means B or B+ ;) I want to be indifferent about things but thats not who I am. I have bigger things on my plate than my classes so if I get a 3.5 this semester my gpa won't go down much. It's more of a chain reaction stemming from her.
Its as bad yet not as bad as I make it seem.
Ive got my toy drive going again, im on the steering committee for a big stem cells program being put on by the university, Im running my own lab project, 20 credits, 3 paid jobs( FF/EMT-B, Rutgers Residense Life Staff ACP, Stats 401 tutor for ODASIS), volunteer fireman, and executive board for 4 organizations. The only thing im missing is some intimacy, and someone to be there for me once in a while. Quite honestly even with everything I do I am lonely.
ah but mike good karma is all about the ability and desire To care. You know that. Hours of darkness are superseded by our brief and fleeting glimpses of light!
I care but it would make things so much easier if i didn't. Since when has anyone known me to take the eay way out =P When I succeed victory will be that much sweeter
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I was referring to everything in your entry though..grades slipping, you being indifferent about things...wow, never thought I'd hear those things out of you.
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I want to be indifferent about things but thats not who I am.
I have bigger things on my plate than my classes so if I get a 3.5 this semester my gpa won't go down much. It's more of a chain reaction stemming from her.
Its as bad yet not as bad as I make it seem.
Ive got my toy drive going again, im on the steering committee for a big stem cells program being put on by the university, Im running my own lab project, 20 credits, 3 paid jobs( FF/EMT-B, Rutgers Residense Life Staff ACP, Stats 401 tutor for ODASIS), volunteer fireman, and executive board for 4 organizations. The only thing im missing is some intimacy, and someone to be there for me once in a while. Quite honestly even with everything I do I am lonely.
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