May 10, 2007 03:20
Where have I been?! I've missed a lot.
Gah, I freakin love Grease. I've been listening to "There Are Worse Things I Could Do" (sung by Stockard Channing who plays Rizzo) for the past 4 or 5 days, and I just can't get enough. I like Rizzo's songs, but my favorite character is Jan. I'm such a Jan. Ah! And her "Brusha brusha brusha Get Ipana toothpaste" song is love! We both love to eat, have funny teeth, and I used to wear pigtails all the time. I can't, now that I cut my hair...wait...I'll try tomorrow. Anyways,...yeah. I'm so plain.
My Photoshop...is gone. O_O I didn't use it much, but now that I finally decide to go crazy with it, it's gone. My computer's being weird...I think it's time to start saving everything so I can delete all the crap I have. And all this spy protection/anti-virus/firewall/etc. junk is frustrating me! I try to get rid of it, and it pops back up like nothing happened. Whatever. It's time to gut my baby and start new.
Today couldn't have gone any worse. While I was hanging around a breakroom at school, I wanted to throw myself from the balcony inside the main building, and if I didn't die, I would've dragged myself out to lay in a street while stabbing myself with mechanical pencils.If someone tried to save me, I'd... kiss them and tell them "I love you" sensually, because everyone gets crazy when you say those three words and don't mean it! I felt suicidal today. -_-
computer,
suicide,
grease,
jan