Dec 17, 2005 02:23
So...I was in my first real fender bender tonight...Didn't see the people as I was getting on to the free way...Scared and shaking because I don't have insurance because I'm too poor to afford it...I don't know how fucked I'm going to be later...Probably very. Oscar made me feel a lot better. Cristina too...I hate this point in my life sometimes...School and expenses of just living...It's hard for someone who makes only about a grand or less a month and has to pay more than half of that to rent....It really sucks, but I know I have those few people there that would help me no matter what...True friends.
My coolest, bestest, hottest friend Tami has so kindly let me spend Christmas with her this year because I will not have family, other best friend, or boyfriend to keep me company. I love you Tam!!
But then when it comes to New Years I don't know what I'm going to do...I have New Years Eve and Day off...Ideas?????
And my dad has convinced me to go back to school....Even though it feel pointless to me right now, it won't later. He promises...Kinda.
Life can be shit.............I'm tired.
This was a weird post.....I'm tired.....Tylenol PM and asprin.........SLeeeeep...