twice in a day

[arc_the_lad27]

i feel like shit. this whole week has been a shit week. a week where i get to feel like shit. i don't want this. yet i get it. it hurts to eat. so i won't eat. it's hard to sleep. so i won't sleep. it's painful to breathe. so i breathe even more. i hate this. i hate my life sometimes. i can't go on doing that drama play anymore. i just can't. i don't care if i fail. i just can't do it. sorry sam, but you never had faith in me in the first place. go find someone else. go find someone who people fucking trust, cuz it obviously isn't me. go find someone who people can rely on, cuz i'll just fail in every attempt possible.

L.o.V.e.