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Even I get hurt. Now that I think about it, I would like to categorize myself as the whiny insecure faulty oversensitive kind of person, prone to drama, if no one objects. So it happens that at times I get pissy when everyones is laughing. Doesn't change the fact that I am annoyed or even hurt - yes, it actually happens, and I don't think people do it consciously, so be so gracious already and stop it.
I don't appreciate being treated like a stand-in comedian, and I know that in ten minutes, I'll be back to the typical 'yeah, it's also my fault, I should be sensible'-mode, but before that happens: So call me annoying, sorry if it's true, but no one forced you to interact with me. So maybe I get worked up because of small things no one bothers to remember or impressions I got wrong - so what? Doesn't change the fact the I AM hurt, that I DO doubt.
And maybe I do psych out, but.. since this is my LJ, guess I have the right to do so. Hope I didn't rain on anybody's parade.
Just wanted to delete this. But what is the point of writing it, if I can't say it? Even though I already know that I will be sorry for anyone who reads it.
I don't appreciate being treated like a stand-in comedian, and I know that in ten minutes, I'll be back to the typical 'yeah, it's also my fault, I should be sensible'-mode, but before that happens: So call me annoying, sorry if it's true, but no one forced you to interact with me. So maybe I get worked up because of small things no one bothers to remember or impressions I got wrong - so what? Doesn't change the fact the I AM hurt, that I DO doubt.
And maybe I do psych out, but.. since this is my LJ, guess I have the right to do so. Hope I didn't rain on anybody's parade.
Just wanted to delete this. But what is the point of writing it, if I can't say it? Even though I already know that I will be sorry for anyone who reads it.