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So sue me if I sound like a spoiled child, but why can't things just work out my way? Or is it just that I don't see it and only see the cracks and failures?
I f***ing hate crying. It leaves me too damned drained. Unreasonable. Tired. Confused. Mad. Numb. Hate to smile right now. Guess sometimes keeping silent is not the best way to go.
Just right now, I don't care how lowly you might think of me then. I just want to talk. Get ugly, maybe. Be as selfish as I can.
I f***ing hate crying. It leaves me too damned drained. Unreasonable. Tired. Confused. Mad. Numb. Hate to smile right now. Guess sometimes keeping silent is not the best way to go.
Just right now, I don't care how lowly you might think of me then. I just want to talk. Get ugly, maybe. Be as selfish as I can.