nothing to say and scream for the screaming sake
Errr... yeah. A certain someone who is NOT in MSN right now complained about feeling bored and asked me to write something >__>''
I've got no news, no depression, no high to write about.
So.. I got my marks today and I'm.. pleased, but it could be better.. a lot better, actually. *sighs* I guess I'm indeed way too ambitious, but I have seen other do a lot better, so I do set up my expectations.
Saw the crying friday when all the graduating students of grade 13 were hugging and crying(not all of them, but most) and felt like crying, too, for one very long moment. I'm not sure why, the friends I've got in that grade are friends that I also see out of school, so I guess it has something to do with the fact that my own good-bye isn't far away and I really, really hope that I won't cry, even though I'm quite sure that I will. I freaking hate crying coz it's annoying. >____< But that one moment really out me in a contemplative moment I'm currently crawling out of.. >__>''
Hm... I suddenly remembered the things I had to learn in China and it really shocked me how much I've forgotten, and it's depressing to end to know that I actually put a lot of effort to learn them only to forget them about one year later. Where's the sense in that? Was it for the learning's sake, or was it plainly for the exam? I have to admit that I enjoyed the feeling of success even though it was minor compared to other... marks... under those ''monsters''... -____- '' Now I'm depressed again.
And coz I want to annoy Lars: 青取之于蓝, 而胜与蓝, 冰, 水为之而寒与水... that's all I remember >__<
I've got no news, no depression, no high to write about.
So.. I got my marks today and I'm.. pleased, but it could be better.. a lot better, actually. *sighs* I guess I'm indeed way too ambitious, but I have seen other do a lot better, so I do set up my expectations.
Saw the crying friday when all the graduating students of grade 13 were hugging and crying(not all of them, but most) and felt like crying, too, for one very long moment. I'm not sure why, the friends I've got in that grade are friends that I also see out of school, so I guess it has something to do with the fact that my own good-bye isn't far away and I really, really hope that I won't cry, even though I'm quite sure that I will. I freaking hate crying coz it's annoying. >____< But that one moment really out me in a contemplative moment I'm currently crawling out of.. >__>''
Hm... I suddenly remembered the things I had to learn in China and it really shocked me how much I've forgotten, and it's depressing to end to know that I actually put a lot of effort to learn them only to forget them about one year later. Where's the sense in that? Was it for the learning's sake, or was it plainly for the exam? I have to admit that I enjoyed the feeling of success even though it was minor compared to other... marks... under those ''monsters''... -____- '' Now I'm depressed again.
And coz I want to annoy Lars: 青取之于蓝, 而胜与蓝, 冰, 水为之而寒与水... that's all I remember >__<