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I'm really angry. So be forewarned. I'm tired of Christians that act like they are better than anyone else. I'm tired of people acting like everything is cool. You know exactly who I am talking about. People that act like nothing is wrong in their life when deep inside they know they are living a lie.
I'm not perfect. So dont think I'm not pointing the finger at myself. I need to change as well.
I'm also tired of LBC being nothing more that match.com Sure we all laugh when people say Lancaster Bridal College, but in all seriousness, if you are in a relationship just to prove to everyone that you somehow have your life together, you are wrong. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm not seeing things correctly. Maybe we should be at a Bible college to learn about God. I'm dead set on the fact that if we focused more on God then we wouldnt care about who we were dating this week. Its disgusting, plain and simple. How are we supposed to be different than this world if all we ever do is try to blend in.
Like I said maybe I have it all wrong. Maybe I should just shut up and let people make mistakes and find out for themselves. Maybe I should just let people live in their little LBC bubble.
I'm not attacking people that are trying to fall in love. Believe me I want it more than anyone. I'm just trying to understand how people can live day to day knowing they have left things unfinished. I'm no longer going to pretend everything is ok, I'm no longer going to act like past relationships went well just so people think I'm a cool person. I'm tired of being a surfacy Christian, I'm tired of letting people get to me.
I'm tired of living a lie.
I'm not perfect. So dont think I'm not pointing the finger at myself. I need to change as well.
I'm also tired of LBC being nothing more that match.com Sure we all laugh when people say Lancaster Bridal College, but in all seriousness, if you are in a relationship just to prove to everyone that you somehow have your life together, you are wrong. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm not seeing things correctly. Maybe we should be at a Bible college to learn about God. I'm dead set on the fact that if we focused more on God then we wouldnt care about who we were dating this week. Its disgusting, plain and simple. How are we supposed to be different than this world if all we ever do is try to blend in.
Like I said maybe I have it all wrong. Maybe I should just shut up and let people make mistakes and find out for themselves. Maybe I should just let people live in their little LBC bubble.
I'm not attacking people that are trying to fall in love. Believe me I want it more than anyone. I'm just trying to understand how people can live day to day knowing they have left things unfinished. I'm no longer going to pretend everything is ok, I'm no longer going to act like past relationships went well just so people think I'm a cool person. I'm tired of being a surfacy Christian, I'm tired of letting people get to me.
I'm tired of living a lie.