Thank you friends. And Sedona, AZ
I want to thank the people who responded to my last post. I have taken your advice and am acting accordingly.
Thank you to the great fellows who have been helping to keep the depression at bay. The chats via AIM and the phone and the occasional ones in person have been wonderful. As have all the packages and cards. I suspect that I will be feeling their absence most acutely this coming week.
For tomorrow at 6:30 am ET, I will be heading off to the airport with my family for a week in Sedona, AZ. I already know that I love Sedona as I have been there before. I am more worried about an entire week with my family (mom's half). I may just buy myself another pack of cigarrettes before I go.
For I have a sinking suspicion that my depression is going to hit with a vengence being surrounded by my family. Especially without the freedom of a car for when I need to get away. As it is I think I will be spending the week either on the sofa or on the floor.
The only thing that I am really looking forward to is seeing Emily. Maybe I will get lucky and the worst part of the trip will be the plane ride. But I'm not counting on it.
I will have my cell phone on me and hopefully I will be able to access a computer somehow. So please please please, keep in touch.
Thank you to the great fellows who have been helping to keep the depression at bay. The chats via AIM and the phone and the occasional ones in person have been wonderful. As have all the packages and cards. I suspect that I will be feeling their absence most acutely this coming week.
For tomorrow at 6:30 am ET, I will be heading off to the airport with my family for a week in Sedona, AZ. I already know that I love Sedona as I have been there before. I am more worried about an entire week with my family (mom's half). I may just buy myself another pack of cigarrettes before I go.
For I have a sinking suspicion that my depression is going to hit with a vengence being surrounded by my family. Especially without the freedom of a car for when I need to get away. As it is I think I will be spending the week either on the sofa or on the floor.
The only thing that I am really looking forward to is seeing Emily. Maybe I will get lucky and the worst part of the trip will be the plane ride. But I'm not counting on it.
I will have my cell phone on me and hopefully I will be able to access a computer somehow. So please please please, keep in touch.