Yeahhh it's 11:11
Ah today was sort of not what I expected. Spirit days always get me so pumped and I end up being disapointed. Oh well, it wasn't as bad as I'm making it out to be. I really bummed about two things. One, I missed the OC, and two, I didn't get to attend the bonfire (which I was really looking forward to). From what I hear not that many people went anyways, so I guess I didn't miss out on too much. Missing the OC really has me ticked off, though. This was one of the episodes that I didn't want to miss. Sometimes I wish the the couch in the sunroom wasn't so damn confortable, I always end up falling asleep. Dispite the fact that I slept through my favorite TV show, the nap was really relieveing. School has really been stressing me out lately. What with homecoming in just two days and all. With that said I'm actually feeling really bad about homcoming. Nate's really getting on my nerves as of right now. He's being super pushy and not letting me make my own decisions on things that really should be my own choices of which he should have little say in. He has good intensions and I really understand where he's coming from. He just needs to back off a little. Asking him if his best friend can take me to homecoming is not something easy to bring up, or even come out with for that matter. What worried me was if i said something wrong that would put them into an uneasy situation, or just flat out got rejected and yelled at. He just needs to realize that he can't choose who I date and just trust me. I can only imagine how many eyes he's got on me for homecoming. Not to mention my other older guy friends that are like brothers to me...
Something got me thinking today. Sort just like about life after highschool and such. I mean it's a good four years off, but it's going to be awfully weird not having nate around. The thought of Mike never living at home again is already strange enough as it is. Although, I guess it has been somewhat of a good thing. Nate and I have become a heck of a lot closer since Mike left. It's just werid to think about it, I guess. Almost like it's hard to explain how I feel about it. It almost gets me kind of in a sad mood. Just to think things are going to change that much within the next two years. Maybe I should concentrait on looking on the bright side and just take things as they com instead of always being so pessimistic.
On a happier note, tomorrow is the homecoming parade (I'm in it for golf), and also the festival and the homecoming game.
I absolutely love sleeping in storms. My window is open and I'm like getting rained on, and honestly it feels good :)
Something got me thinking today. Sort just like about life after highschool and such. I mean it's a good four years off, but it's going to be awfully weird not having nate around. The thought of Mike never living at home again is already strange enough as it is. Although, I guess it has been somewhat of a good thing. Nate and I have become a heck of a lot closer since Mike left. It's just werid to think about it, I guess. Almost like it's hard to explain how I feel about it. It almost gets me kind of in a sad mood. Just to think things are going to change that much within the next two years. Maybe I should concentrait on looking on the bright side and just take things as they com instead of always being so pessimistic.
On a happier note, tomorrow is the homecoming parade (I'm in it for golf), and also the festival and the homecoming game.
I absolutely love sleeping in storms. My window is open and I'm like getting rained on, and honestly it feels good :)