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Wow. It's 2017 already. I really neglected this blog for a long time. I feel sad that I'm not updated with Arashi like I used to. Life just happened and well I'm still trying to figure out how on earth I'm going to get through all of these. I almost gave up on everything to be honest. Multiple times i almost did. But somehow I'm still here. I'm still here.
On the saddest moments or whenever I just feel like running away, Arashi has been my constant go-to. Re-watching all those episodes, singing along to their songs, somehow it made me forget that I was drowning few moments ago. It made me feel alive. It made me feel that I am still the person I was few years ago when I was just starting to be a fan of Arashi, trying to learn their dance and desperately memorizing their songs. How I wish I could really go back to those days. Life seemed easier then --simple and just plainly happy.
A lot of things have happened, I may be less active in the future or who knows, maybe I could finally free myself from this predicament life have thrown at me... But no matter what, I'm sure that whatever, wherever I am, I would still love Arashi with all my heart. I would forever be grateful to the five of them, and would support them forever. Arashi has been with me through the roughest moments of my life. I should do the same right?
Why am I writing this? I really have no idea. Maybe it's just my way of reminding myself that it's going to be okay. Arashi is here. It'll be okay.
P.S. If it's Arashi, they'll make it through. We'll make it through.
On the saddest moments or whenever I just feel like running away, Arashi has been my constant go-to. Re-watching all those episodes, singing along to their songs, somehow it made me forget that I was drowning few moments ago. It made me feel alive. It made me feel that I am still the person I was few years ago when I was just starting to be a fan of Arashi, trying to learn their dance and desperately memorizing their songs. How I wish I could really go back to those days. Life seemed easier then --simple and just plainly happy.
A lot of things have happened, I may be less active in the future or who knows, maybe I could finally free myself from this predicament life have thrown at me... But no matter what, I'm sure that whatever, wherever I am, I would still love Arashi with all my heart. I would forever be grateful to the five of them, and would support them forever. Arashi has been with me through the roughest moments of my life. I should do the same right?
Why am I writing this? I really have no idea. Maybe it's just my way of reminding myself that it's going to be okay. Arashi is here. It'll be okay.
P.S. If it's Arashi, they'll make it through. We'll make it through.