Title: Lost
Rating: Pg-13
Chapter: Mini-Fic [Chapter 1/2]
Pairing: Sakumoto
Genre: Romance, angst
Word Count: 1,165
Disclamer:I own the plot, myself, and my imagination. Johnny owns Arashi, and they won my wallet.
Summary: Jun's thoughts and reflections of when he couldn't remember his friends. A Mini-Fic from The Black and White of Things.
A/N: So this is one of the prompts Ill be doing. 1/30. I started doing them in order but the topic of Evidence almost lead to....bigger things...in the one-shot. So I stopped. Anyway, I started this fic last night after I finished my history paper and thought the topic of Lost was perfect for The Black and White of Things. I think you'll keep seeing mnay Mini-Fics and One-Shots for this story as time goes on until I feel its over and no loose ends. The point of view will change just like it did in the fic. Small info on this one though, This is a two part and the 2nd part will be called "Secret", lets just put it this way. Its about Aiba-chan. Now if you read the rest of BWT you might know where it will go, if not then I suggest you go stab yourself with a spork in the eyes right now!!!! ...Just kidding! But you should get cracking before you read this one. Now go go GO!!!!
Prompt # 19
Lost
Lost. That would the perfect way to describe how things where then. Back when I was an amnesiac. I was always lost and confused. Jokes that where being told meant nothing to me since I didn’t understand it, or the little jabs they made with each other, it was all pointless and stupid to me. But surely I wasn’t the only lost one then, I can only imagine how the others felt.
“God Jun!” Nino yelled at me one day. “Just grew a fucking dick and get over it. Geez.” He crossed his leg and leaned a little into Ohno.
“Grow a dick?” I said furrowing my brows, “Yeah that’s really strong coming form someone who sits like a chick, Nino. Maybe you should admit to not having a dick and grow one yourself.” Okay so that was a bad com back, but still, he had no right to go off on me. Nino was juts getting moody over the fact things weren’t as fun in the group as they used to be due to the accident.
“Hold up!” He said getting up and leaving Ohno alone once again to yell in my face. “If anyone here is a chick it’s you Princess.” He flicked my messy bangs almost hitting me in the eye.
I vaguely remembered that somewhere in the back of my head. “You know if you’re this annoyed with me you can leave.” I pointed to the door that was more than welcome to hit Nino where I should’ve.
So maybe we always had petty augments, Nino and I. And maybe we didn’t always understand each other, but still. He was out of line, but then again so was everything else. The proof of being Lost.
I felt something brush up behind me and wrap around my waist. Sho’s chin rested on my shoulder his breath tickled my neck a bit. He was drunk. Or in the very least getting there, proof being the half empty bottle of wine on the table. He stood there though watching my hands as I made us a midnight snack.
This was an odd time. The time when I had remembered small things about Sho and I, like my feelings for him, but not how far it had gotten so it felt new at the moment. Being with Sho that is. It hurt him, in many different ways. He once told me that I was like two different people; I was the old Jun, sadistic, yet kind, loving, yet cold, and childish, but adorable. Then I was the new Jun, rude and cynical, cute but distant, always here yet at the same time never around. I didn’t know what to make of it.
“Ne, Jun-chan.” Sho said his words still comprehendible despite his drinking.
I glanced at him. “Yeah, what’s up?”
“You…” He paused, the wine still sinking into his system. “look amazing when you cook.”
I chuckled not entirely sure what he meant by then but enjoyed the compliment anyway. “Thank you? Though I'm not sure what the means Sho.” I felt his grip tighten slightly around my waist as I finished making sandwiches for us.
He nuzzled my neck a little before speaking again. “I mean, you look sexy.” Well…that was out of left field but not as much so as his next move.
Slowly he turned me around to face him, leaving the food on the counter. He ran his hands slowly up into my hair and then kissed me gently a few time before pressing our foreheads together. “Sho,” I said completely taken in by the moment. “You’re drunk, love.”
He looked long and hard at me before answering. “Makes it all the more fun.”
I chuckled lightly, “True as that maybe, I’d rather not do a drunk man when I’m completely sober.”
“There’s always a simple solution to that.” He started to kiss me again moving along my neck and jaw line.
“I beg to differ.”
“Why…” Kiss, “is that?” Kiss.
I held his face between my hands and kissed him momentarily before ending the situation so it didn’t get out of hand. “I’m not allowed to drink yet, remember?” That actually was a lie on my part but in his state Sho wasn’t going to figure it out. I let go of his face and turned back to finish up in the kitchen. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to…it was more of I was scared, I felt like it wasn’t my place to have sex with him just yet.
Sho let it go but drank more and was out like a light for the next 12 hours once he finally fell asleep in my lap. Upon waking the next day, he had a tremendous headache causing me to laugh every time he winced from “loud” sounds. This resulted in my lie coming back to haunt me. “Oh right…” Sho paused walking back to the bathroom to take a long bath. He sipped his water. “I know you’re allowed to drink now. So don’t think you got away with it.” I stared at his retreating figure in disbelief for a moment shocked.
Ohno was pretty indifferent to whatever I did all the time I knew him, not that I even remember to this day when I first met the man, I knew it was after he and Nino started dating but…
“So wait.” I stopped putting my hand in the air trying to gather as much information about my friends as possible. “You’re Ohno Satoshi, and you’re going out with him?” I pointed at Nino who I had already figured out was a totally brat. He nodded.
I looked at Aiba. “And you’re…”
“Aiba-chan!”
I nodded. “A-aiba-chan. And you’re…”
He smiled big and sat next to me. “One of your best friends. Always have been since we met.” I nodded slightly as if this was understandable.
“Don’t lie Aiba, it’s not nice.” Sho interjected sitting next to him with a sigh.
“But-“
“We all know what happened when you first met Jun. It resulted in you running for you life down the street in the rain and abruptly sitting down interrupting my dinner all because you nearly killed someone.” He glanced over at me to see my reaction which was, shocking, no surprised.
Aiba punched him lightly, “That’s not true, I didn’t almost kill someone.”
Sho pat his head. “Right, right…all you did was nearly destroy the science lab. So much better.”
The two argued like that for a bit until Ohno started to laugh at my lost expression. When he finally calmed down he just smiled. “Maybe we shouldn’t be explaining this to you. Wouldn’t it be best to just live the days as they come and deal with whatever milestone comes when it does? At least in this current moment. Worrying over the details isn’t worth it.” Right then and there I grew a great deal of respect for Ohno once again.
TBC-Secret
Mood:
Drained =/
Music: Genki (Ska version) - LANDS