A Decision
I've decided to start writing again... only thing is I wonder if LJ cut is still the pain in the ass it was since I last posted a fic a year ago (mind you I switched to HTML posting when doing that cuz rich text cut was making me mad) It's not what I was originally supposed to write, but it's a start right?
The idea for this has been on my mind since February 2010 and has taken almost 1 year for it to take shape. I'm hoping I don't write this and give up half way through the way I did with "The Hardest Goodbye." I think my one problem with "The Hardest Goodbye" and why it's been dormant for 2 years is that I fell out of the Arashi fandom. Not that I stopped being a fan of Arashi but that I became a more active K-Pop fan.
I promised a few months back to the people that still read my Arashi fanfiction (and there's actually a lot more than I expected since my fic still has one of the highest views on Aibakaland... assuming it's still there I haven't been on since I posted my announcement. Maybe once I start writing my new piece and get back into writing, I'll be able to finally post the end to The Hardest Goodbye. It'll be interesting because I've read over the 50+ chapters I've posted and I think it's complete and utter crap and want to scrap it. It's why in my announcement last year I said I'd write just the ENDING to the fic and wondered if anyone would be interested. I got a lot more feedback than I expected and I feel bad for leaving them hanging again.
-sigh- Maybe one day when and if I make my way back to being a full on j-pop fangirl, I'll maybe write a story to do Sakuraiba justice, because God knows... despite my absence from Arashi for the last 2... now 3 years, I still have issues writing about Jun with another character (other than me or another Arashi member)
Aish it's 6AM... I'm supposed to use my last few days of freedom before school starts again to rest, but no. I'm on my laptop writing nonsense in my LJ which I doubt people read anymore. I feel that maybe I should create a new one because arashi_nana doesn't seem right, and that name hasn't followed me to other accounts. My e-mail, my tumblr, my twitter... the all have the same name with them. arashi_nana never followed me anywhere else.
Maybe I'm just being overly analytical....
The idea for this has been on my mind since February 2010 and has taken almost 1 year for it to take shape. I'm hoping I don't write this and give up half way through the way I did with "The Hardest Goodbye." I think my one problem with "The Hardest Goodbye" and why it's been dormant for 2 years is that I fell out of the Arashi fandom. Not that I stopped being a fan of Arashi but that I became a more active K-Pop fan.
I promised a few months back to the people that still read my Arashi fanfiction (and there's actually a lot more than I expected since my fic still has one of the highest views on Aibakaland... assuming it's still there I haven't been on since I posted my announcement. Maybe once I start writing my new piece and get back into writing, I'll be able to finally post the end to The Hardest Goodbye. It'll be interesting because I've read over the 50+ chapters I've posted and I think it's complete and utter crap and want to scrap it. It's why in my announcement last year I said I'd write just the ENDING to the fic and wondered if anyone would be interested. I got a lot more feedback than I expected and I feel bad for leaving them hanging again.
-sigh- Maybe one day when and if I make my way back to being a full on j-pop fangirl, I'll maybe write a story to do Sakuraiba justice, because God knows... despite my absence from Arashi for the last 2... now 3 years, I still have issues writing about Jun with another character (other than me or another Arashi member)
Aish it's 6AM... I'm supposed to use my last few days of freedom before school starts again to rest, but no. I'm on my laptop writing nonsense in my LJ which I doubt people read anymore. I feel that maybe I should create a new one because arashi_nana doesn't seem right, and that name hasn't followed me to other accounts. My e-mail, my tumblr, my twitter... the all have the same name with them. arashi_nana never followed me anywhere else.
Maybe I'm just being overly analytical....